Art and Sole: Part 13

 “Art and Sole”

PART 13

June and Kazzy laid in each others arms, embracing each other tight in the afterglow but there was still a sense of awkwardness that something was off. Both knew exactly what it was but neither would say it out loud; they just wanted to enjoy their time together.

“I’m sorry Juney…I wanted to make your first time special but I feel like I messed it up.” Kazzy said in a sullen tone as June's eyes widened with sympathy.

“Oh no it’s not that! It was amazing! It’s just weird for me to be in that role. Honestly now that I’ve had a chance to calm down, I realize it really was so incredible. I love you so much and the fact that you tried so hard for my sake is what matters the most to me.” June explained as she gently cupped Kazzy’s cheek and smiled at her. The goblin nodded and smiled back as that cheerful cadence returned to her. 

After about an hour the two got dressed and headed back outside to finish cleaning up after dinner. June loved how perfect it seemed to be; the way they interacted so casually with little in the way of social awkwardness even though there was so much running through Junes mind. After a long goodbye kiss, June headed back to her apartment and leaned against the front door, head tilted back with Jannah’s words still fresh in her mind.

“Truth is there’s a reason why I showed up at Kazzy’s job today. She mentioned she was seeing someone new so I came to see her to talk about it. I didn’t expect her to invite me back to meet you but I’m very glad she did.”

Both lovers were busier than normal for the next few days. Kazzy was currently proctoring exams so her workload was more than normal and June had to catch up with the backlog of work that had piled up from the time off she had taken. As a result the two weren’t able to see each other at all in that time but still texted each other when they could and looked forward to their next planned get together on Friday. June sat there in front of her computer banging away and trying her best to focus on her work but this foreboding feeling kept chipping away at her ability to focus.

“I needed to see for myself what you were like and to be perfectly honest you’re exactly what she needs in her life; someone who can show real compassion and tenderness. I genuinely do want the two of you to work out but for that to happen, there’s some things I need to tell you about Kazzy.”

For June it was the longest three days she’d ever had to deal with and by the time Friday rolled around she was a bundle of nerves! If what Jannah has said about Kazzy’s pattern was true then that meant tonight was going to be more intense than the last time. She had to do this tonight.

“My sister is…complicated. As you may have noticed she’s very intense. She works hard, plays hard and loves hard. At her core she never holds back or shows restraint with her passions but the Kazzy you know currently isn’t entirely sincere. 

Back when she was still in college she worked with me for a time to make extra income. Femboy goblin titillatrix sisters went over big as you can imagine but it became very apparent after a while that Kazzy had certain issues with impulse control. I’m sure you’ve noticed by now; that eerie way she stares so intensely or the seemingly indifferent way she’ll torment you with that same pleasant smile. 

She’s not sadistic by the literal definition meaning  she doesn’t derive pleasure from the suffering of others. What she genuinely wants more than anything is to find someone who enjoys being tickled as much as she enjoys tickling them but her joy of tickling culminates in nothing short of complete and total bodily destruction.”

June showed up at Kazzy’s door at about 5:00 and stood there for a moment as her heart raced and her breath became shallow and weak. With a trembling hand she knocked on the door. Immediately a very excited Kazzy ran to the door, swung it open and embraced June, kissing her deeply.

“I’ve missed you so much!” She exclaimed with an excited smile as she led June inside. June reacted about as enthusiastically as she could but still felt so very uneasy.

“I’ve missed you too!” She replied cheerfully sitting on the couch as Kazzy walked to the kitchen.

“Hm? Oh no she wasn’t hurt by anyone. It was her that hurt others. Any time she opened herself up fully to someone, she left herself vulnerable, falling madly in love with them and unleashed her passions on them like a wild animal. No matter how much of a masochist each claimed to be, they couldn’t handle the full force of Kazzy. She’s been called psychotic, unhinged, demented and many other colorful terms by past lovers to the point where I believed she had entirely given up on love altogether.”

“You would not believe the week I’ve had! Proctoring for those damn high school brats is such a pain in the ass! There’s a reason why I prefer working with the little ones.” Kazzy lamented as June giggled in response.

“I can’t even imagine.” June replied with a smirk.

“She told me a year back after a particularly bad break up that she was ready to just lock away all her passion because she just wanted to be loved and accepted that badly. She would tickle someone to a point that she felt was acceptable while just barely scratching that itch. She would forgo sexual domination in favor of being a power bottom as a means of controlling her overwhelming lust…”

“Care for a drink? I feel like I desperately need one right now. There’s still some limoncello left in the freezer.” Kazzy inquired as June smiled, she could definitely use something to calm her nerves. 

“Sounds good!” She replied cheerfully as Kazzy pulled out the bottle and poured two glasses.

“Even when she confesses her love to you and as much as you love her in return, she will never truly feel loved the way you want her too as long as she is forced to keep that side of herself locked away out of fear of hurting you. In her mind she needs to protect you from herself because there is no way you could ever accept the real Kazzy.”

“There’s my good girl!” Kazzy replied cheerfully as she made her way to the living room with a glass in hand.

“If you truly love her then you have to understand that it means you have to unleash that beast…you have to be prepared for releasing the caged animal that is her passion. That being said, there is a particular way…”

“No…” June replied in a calm, measured voice as Kazzy stopped in her tracks. Slowly June stood with her head tilted down, trembling slightly as she looked up and gazed at Kazzy with an honest to god look of defiance! 

“…I…I’ve been…a bad girl…and I need to be punished!” She shot back with genuine aggression in her voice. The sound of shattering glass filled the apartment as Kazzy stood there, hands shaking and eyes wide in disbelief at what she had just heard.

“W…wha…J…” She stammered as she tried to make sense out of everything. June slowly approached and Kazzy could see she was visibly struggling for reasons she couldn’t understand. June seemed to be forcing herself to act this way. But why? June stopped inches from Kazzy, her shoes crunching a piece of glass on the floor as if totally indifferent. 

“…I’ve been bad…so very bad…I tried to seduce you with my shy and cuddly routine. And then the dinner…it was all so very manipulative and deceitful…so I need to be punished!” June continued as Kazzy blinked and tilted her head. Kazzy could tell this was all rehearsed and her delivery was almost comically awkward but still couldn’t figure out why…JANNAH! She must have told her about everything! How could she violate Kazzy’s trust like that?! 

But if June knew…and she was still…then that meant…

“…J…June…” Kazzy stammered as tears began to trickle down her cheeks. This amazing and loving creature standing before her loved her so dearly that she didn’t care about the risks. She wanted her to let herself go. She wanted her to take off the shackles that held her back. June reached forward and firmly gripped Kazzy’s upper arms as her stare intensified with determination.

“…I’ve never known what my upper limit is. No one has ever gotten that far and I’ve never been forced to use my safeword. I want you…” June continued as her voice weakened towards the end and trailed off.

“…to break me…” June finished as she, through sheer willpower never once broke eye contact with the goblin. Her normally debilitating social awkwardness was completely overwhelmed and cast aside by unconditional love. She genuinely wanted to love every part of Kazzy no matter how terrifying it seemed at the moment. Meanwhile in the same way “good girl” was a trigger phrase for June, “break me” was Kazzy’s. Her eyes were wide with complete shock as her body trembled horribly and ever so slowly a soft smile came to her lips. She reached out to clutch Junes cheeks, leaned in and kissed her softly.

“You aren’t a bad girl. Bad girls feel no guilt or remorse when they do a bad thing so punishing them is pointless. But when a good girl does something bad, they feel bad because it goes against who they are. And the best ones want to be punished as an act of contrition before they can feel absolved.” Kazzy replied in an eerily calm tone as she gazed up at June with a surreal look that was somehow both compassionate yet filled with seductive lust. But while the rest was more fabricated in nature, there actually was one thing June had done that was bad…very bad. She thought that she could get through this without needing to address it but the guilt was eating her alive and that look from Kazzy had pushed her to confess. 

“…K…Kazzy…” June stammered as she covered her mouth with one hand and tears began to flow.

“…I…I looked…I looked…at your painting!” She exclaimed as she dropped to her knees, clutching onto Kazzy’s dress with one hand.

“…I…I’m so sorry…it wasn’t covered completely! I know you told me not to but…I could see the edge of a…red and white tail…I looked…and…KAZZY IT'S SO BEAUTIFUHUHUHUHUUUUL!!!” She cried out in hysterics as she then felt Kazzy’s hand gently stroking her head. She slowly looked up to see that compassionate gentle smile she had fallen in love with.

“You inspire me June. Your kindness, your compassion, your loving heart and to me you're the most beautiful creature I’ve ever known. I love you with every ounce of my being.” She said sweetly as the tears continued to flow; the affirmation and love June desired so much only served to make her feel even worse!

“…but…you did a bad thing…” She then added as June's eyes widened and the tears abruptly stopped. 

“If I’m going to call you my good girl then you’re going to need to prove to me that you are…through any means I desire.” She continued as June sat up in her subservient kneeling position with hands in her lap.

“…I…I’ll do anything!” June replied passionately as a weak smile came to her lips. To be honest, her preparation to play a bad girl who needs punishment was the most difficult part of all this and really made June uneasy. She was genuinely afraid it would feel just as weird and wrong as when Kazzy had her get on top a few days ago but she was more than willing to do her best out of love. But this new perspective of her being a good girl who was bad and needed to now prove that she’s good through discipline was surprisingly enthralling for her! 

“I know you will, my love. First off, clean up this mess for me and then come meet me in the bedroom.” Kazzy replied with a warm smile as she then leaned down and gripped Junes chin, pulling it in as if a kiss was planned but instead staring straight through June's very soul with intense wide eyes.

“Don’t keep me waiting now.” She whispered in such an eerie way it made June's blood run cold! But why was it so damn hot that she was rock hard in seconds?! 

“Y…yes Kazzy!” June chirped happily as she watched the goblin move towards the bedroom. She couldn’t help but notice how she seemed to almost glide as if so much weight had suddenly been lifted off of her. June couldn’t be happier but also with a mix of excitement and fear realizing that tonight she would most likely finally be pushed to her absolute limit! She ran for the kitchen, gathering up paper towels, spray cleaner, a dustpan and broom before returning to the mess and was just thankful it hadn’t landed on the nearby rug. 

She diligently cleaned up the mess until there wasn’t a spec to be seen, feeling so elated that she was one step closer to regaining her good girl status before hearing the bedroom door open with a creak. Looking over she saw no one and the room within was pitch black. Her heart raced and eyes widened as she slowly stood, feeling her knees shaking and arousal at maximum level. Slowly she approached and walked inside.

“K…Kazzy?” She called out nervously before the end table light suddenly switched on… 

…and Junes' jaw practically hit the floor.